Fixed the router… It works very well now, after having to try this and that for a while. When google came up on my screen, I sincerely thought, “YES!”, thinking that I’ll be connected more often with all the people who own pieces of my heart.
However, I guess there’s no such thing as, “always being there”. When I’m on, somebody is off, when that somebody is on, I amay be off. If I hadn’t fixed my router, I must have at least kept this thought that I’ll be online and I’ll meet them whenever I am on… Since I am hardly on due to my situations. But, I guess that’s not what it is. (;
If only my internet weren’t fixed… (:
My screen problem is getting even more intensive. I thought, “How can it possibly get worse than this?” last week, but I guess things actually CAN get worse. I need to hold onto the screen literally ALL the time, or the screen would fail. I’m tierd holding onto the screen now… I guess it’s now the time for me to go ahead and take a shower. Warm shower with strong stream of water… It’s been a while.
It certainly has been a while.
^ Sulli (from f(x))
This picture reminds me of my lover. Not only what she says directly reflect what she said to me tryna’ encourage me, but also she DOES look like my lover! The very loving person who always cares about me and worries about me even when I tell her not to! (: I am such a happy person to get a cute angel like her.
Diane Daeun Han… I love you. (:
When something “begins” to grow, the initial state of the something is minimal, compared to how it should grow to be in the future. In the moment where the “thing” is about to grow, it sometimes ponders and begins to disappoint at itself thinking how minute it is as of right now. The disappointment deepens as the “thing” starts to feel lonely.
Lonely. lonely. lonely…
The “thing” was made to be grown individually and separately, yet, for how it has been adapted to not being alone, having to stand alone has become such an adversity.
Lonely, lonely, lonely…
It is quite astounding to discover that people quite often - mostly happens with a purpose - disguise “
normal" when they’re certainly not.
Have I lived not long enough to “talk about enough life experiences”, yet I have definitely seen quite a few incidents where I had to discover such facts. Disguised as a quiet, somewhat mysterious, and studious girl, I figured out that she’s actually nothing more than a disgusting ooze that enjoys talking behind somebody’s back. One might say, “It happens, don’t tryna’ make too much big deal out of it”. However, the more solid the person’s image is in your mind set, the more shocking should “the discovery” get to you.
In the MMORPG game, World of Warcraft, every undead (a.k.a. Forsaken) NPC says : “Trust No One.” Pretty hasty generalization it sounds like for me to believe - yet sometimes, you just gotta listen to…… an NPC in the game for your real life advices.
The law of nature : When a matter / feeling / anything A happens, there is always B that counteracts against A.
There is no absolute happiness. When a happiness occurs, there is always a gloomy feelings that come with the feeling of being elated.
Happiness upon finding something that you would never have expected to see.
The Altruist is on Tumblr as well. ;) <3
Live your life to the fullest. This day you’re nonchalantly wasting at this moment could be their very another day that the deceased ones have desperately craved for.
Trial-and-error is a strongly convincing way of learning, while it bears a demerit that there should be a precedent adversity in order for the one to successfully grasp the concept.
I do not know if it’s either that they do not know of such a learning or that they are simply not willing to, yet some people just never learn.
Interestingly, when bad things were to happen, they all happen in once, never giving me a break.
Truth is the strongest back-up you can ever have, however, it is unfortunately the easiest one to be distorted.